Hot time ..

Time drastically lacking. Longingly look at the piles of books, koi me not to start reading until mid-August, and then, maybe more. How interesting and necessary cases want to change, but no, the only thing I'm working on - is learning, I am prepared to do. Of course, training is also the case interesting, and reading the books they need, I did not miss and education is not a burden to me - I really really like it all, but ... But by how much more cases have to give up! How many turns out to be rubbish (trash it?) Was my daily life!
This is, I think, some kind of analogy to monasticism - to defer does everything from morning till night be engaged only in that it directly leads me to the desired goal. Even those left behind until the time of the book - because they are the same, too, about Christianity, about the necessary and interesting things, but they do not lead me directly to the purpose for the exam, and just have fun and distracting. And because they regret, but - aside.

In short, I'm in the rubble, a diary will lead oooochen not often, but there is a God giveth.

Pray for me, mnogogreshnago Serge ..